Something Precious

I possess earned recently that some times we lose someaffair to gain something. I engage experienced a faded that was so deep that it was my belief that it would never end. I recently was sprightly to confine a brand new grandchild a daughter. This inadequate girl could not have come at a better time in my life. Brianna Scott was born on November 30. 2010 at 814 pm. This could not have been better timing. Three years ago one of my grandsonss hung himself and now lives in a ve recoverative state. I lost all(prenominal) joy around the holi geezerhood, because this little boy always wanted to be with me during the holi mean solar days.I lost the holiday spirit after this tragedy happened I found myself in a deep depression state. There was days when I did not want to do anything but cry. I prayed to no end for a miracle to happen. I finally had to accept that here would be no miracle this time. I experienced so many different emotions on a daily basis and for the life of me I co uld not get a grip on any of my emotions. I begin to incertitude whether or not I could have do something to prevent this tragedy. It took piercing therapy to find my way out of this hole. There was nothing I could have done to prevent this tragedy.I was simply co-existing prior to Brianna being born. This little girl has no idea what her birth has brought into my life. I feel as if paragon has given me a new joy and a gratifying breath into my life. I look at this little girl and my centre of attention smiles again. When I talk to Brianna and tell her I love her she looks at me and smiles. I know that Brianna is only six weeks old but I very believe she understands me when I tell her that I love her. I sometimes catch myself wondering if my grandson would be jealous of her. I believe that I knew this little boy better than his own parents. He would not have been jealous but instead embraced her.Chances are I would have had to lead him to move over and let me have some time with Brianna. I do indeed believe that Brianna is something precious sent to me by God to readiness the pain that I have been forced to live with. If you could nab this little girl you too would believe that she understands when you tell her that you love her. I always tell her how precious she is and that she has brought unspeakable joy to my life. I deal that I could put into words how some(prenominal) this little girl has done for me emotionally. I have joy once again and believe it or not I actually celebrated the holidays.I did not have a sad moment for a change and took the time to thank God for such a precious gift. This is the gift that keeps on giving. If person had told me that when this little girl was born the pain I was enduring would ease up I would have called them a lie. I now after part live with the pain and my heart doesnt ache as much as it did prior to Briannas birth. I can get threw the day now without crying and feeling so empty. I look former to keepin g this bundle of joy now. Even though she has her days mixed up with her nights I would not change a thing about her. After all Brianna truly is something precious to my whole family.